Well it's May 1st.

I can't believe that it is May 1st. It has been a year we lost Dad. I can't believe it and I still miss him like it was yesterday. The pain is still there it has just dulled a little. How do you get over such a loss? We alway know that no one is here on this earth forever, but when it comes time for a loved one to leave are we really ever ready to let go, even if it is best for them. I can't help but feel selfish in wishing that he was here. I know that if he was here he would be so angry because there would not be anything that he could do for mom. So instead he is our gardian angel. Do me a favor today, when you are just sitting for a minet pick up the phone and call someone that you care for and tell them how much they mean to you. It can be a friend, a husband, daughter or son, your mom or your dad, anyone and when you do this send a little hello up to dad too.
Today mom and I go back to the oncologist to have a herseptin treatment and to see what the outcome of her surgery is. Keep your fingers crossed that we will get some good news. If we don't have hope what else do we have.
Hello to all my crafty girls!!!! Sorry that this post is such a downer. Hopefully the next one will be alittle happier. I miss you all. When is the next dinner out?
I am going to leave you with a picture that hopefully will make you smile. Did it?